
Kelly Diaz
Jan 30, 20221 min read
Hair today, gone tomorrow
I thought I would share a quick update about my hair...which I hate. That’s an awful thing to say, I know. I should be thankful I have...
My Journey with Multiple Myeloma
Welcome to MyTPen, where you will find poetry, essays, and a personal account
of what it's like to go through treatment for Multiple Myeloma.


I thought I would share a quick update about my hair...which I hate. That’s an awful thing to say, I know. I should be thankful I have...

Yesterday I saw a neurosurgeon, Dr. Charles Wolff, to whom I was referred by Dr. Joudeh. It was actually my second visit to his office. ...

It's long overdue. A few years ago, I purchased a book by Albert Mohler, Jr., the president of The Southern Baptist Theological Seminary....

Maybe it's the chemo... On my last visit to Dr. Joudeh on November 24th, I again complained about the pain. I hate the word "complain." ...

Good news! The PET scan was clear! The “lesion” that showed up in the MRI was likely an old one or possibly scar tissue, according to...

On Tuesday, I will have a full-body PET scan. I’ve had one before, almost exactly a year ago. The purpose of the scan will be to “light...

Pain. In the unconscious state of a dream, I felt it – the throbbing in my right elbow. As I talked to someone known to me only in this dream realm, I grasped my elbow with my left hand and squeezed as I closed my eyes against the pain. Suddenly I was awake and immediately realized the pain was real. It radiated from my shoulder into my elbow, where it seemed to gather intensity as it shot into my hand and fingers. I tried to wiggle my fingers and felt the numbness in a

Every time I have rescued a stray, I’ve second guessed myself. Samson, a scraggly, rain-soaked kitten with black fur and bright green...

Remember Death This little phrase, seemingly morbid to some, can really be a game changer for the life we get to live every day. For me,...

Saturday, 11 August 2021 So many friends have emailed, phoned, or texted me in the last several weeks, and I appreciate it so much. I've...

Patience. Waiting. Relaxing and letting go. That was what I needed to do. I knew it, too. This morning it all began to come together. As...

This past week was the most difficult of my life. It has changed me, literally at the cellular level. Over time, I know I will grapple...

It’s been a little rough these past few days, but nothing—I repeat, NOTHING—like we anticipated. As long as I have the energy to, say,...

This will likely be my last post until I come out the other side of all of this. If you text or call and I don’t answer, please try not...

The gray shroud that hid the dome of the Oklahoma capitol building early this morning faded back a little to the north, but the dreary...

“For you have been born again, not of perishable seed, but of imperishable, through the living and enduring Word of God. For all people...

Before the liquid Benedryl in my IV drip hits, I wanted to let everyone know that the stem cell transplant has begun and is almost over....

Before I provide an update (and try to be brief!), I want to let you know that I will provide an update later today regarding the visitor...

Everything is just as Dr. Hunter Rhodes described it to me those months ago when I was deciding on a hospital for my bone marrow...

Romans 8:38-39
“For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.”

